Epiphany?

[Ravenous1]

I was walking home when I was hit with a feeling of realization(??). I realized that everything going on with the voices and whatnot has been going on for too long. If it continues this way its going to end very bad, most likely with my death. I had thought that I could just ignore it that it would just go away but it hasn't. The moment I listened to the voices and cut for the first time was the moment I lost control. I no longer control it, it controls me and to be honest I'm afraid...terrified. right now it feels like I'm at a crossroad, continue down the path I'm on or break away and start a new one. I need serious help, i don't know where to go or who to talk to. i thought it would be best to start here first.

[monkeydo]

I replied to your other post about what might be causing this. If you're interested in talking you know where to find me :)

[Desuetude]

Im so glad that you realised that you do need some help.
Like you say the voices control you and it could possibly lead to suicide if you let it carry on.
It's so brave that you are going to see a therapist and with your mum there with you every step of the way there should be nothing to be afraid of.
You can get through this, you are strong enough to beat them, you will gain back control of your thoughts and your life. You just have to believe that this can happen.