Discorded-SpAzZ
February 11th, 2012, 12:54 AM
Okay, so, I am with a girl who well, I love her, but only as a friend now. I broke up with her before, and that was a living hell, as she was breaking down and depressed. She constantly tells me "I'm the best thing that ever happened to her." Well, that's not the case with me. I am bisexual, but I'm more attracted to guys at the moment. I want a boyfriend, but I can't break up with her, she basically just shuts down when she's sad, last time we broke up, it was a total meltdown. I don't want to hurt her, but don't want to be with her. Not right now anyway. She's the clingy type though, so she'll be CRUSHED if I did anything.. I tried to make HER lose interest, like being a complete douche to her, that FAILED, she cried, then got over it. She's also very emotional, people say she's Bipolar apparently.. I say it's just the fact that we're young, and just those rapid mood swings.. I don't know, that's beside the point. I love her, but not in the same sense anymore. If I told her that, for all I know she could go suicidal.. Or go back to self harm. I hate seeing her like that, she's my best friend. But I just want out of the relationship. I've tried talking, she just avoids, changes the subject, ect.. Anyone able to help? Advice? Anything? I really need this. I want to be single, free.. I'm young, still dealing with the stress of school. A relationship only adds to that, for me anyway. I've told her all this basically, and she shrugs it off. So please, any of you more.. Intelligent, wiser, smarter people have any advice? .-.