Heatbomb21
February 10th, 2012, 05:40 PM
I can't do anything with her. Every day, I look for some opportunity to tell her how I feel. But none arises.
I'd tell her or someone else who I trust straight, but I was a terrible person when I first met her. I was never treated with friendship before, and I totally denied it. Later did I understand what I was doing, but I saw the mess I had made with her.
I totally denied her friendship, I got her probably the only grade below a B+ she'll ever get in her life, and just recently, I basically insulted her in front of the whole class.
I tried to tell someone else, but my old ways resurfaced, and I snapped at her. Now I try to give some kind of hint to either one whenever I can, but now I'm going nuts because I don't know if they caught on.
What should be my next move? Wait some more? Apologize for my previous wrongdoings? (despite the fact that I'm terrified to do so) Give up?
I'd tell her or someone else who I trust straight, but I was a terrible person when I first met her. I was never treated with friendship before, and I totally denied it. Later did I understand what I was doing, but I saw the mess I had made with her.
I totally denied her friendship, I got her probably the only grade below a B+ she'll ever get in her life, and just recently, I basically insulted her in front of the whole class.
I tried to tell someone else, but my old ways resurfaced, and I snapped at her. Now I try to give some kind of hint to either one whenever I can, but now I'm going nuts because I don't know if they caught on.
What should be my next move? Wait some more? Apologize for my previous wrongdoings? (despite the fact that I'm terrified to do so) Give up?