Post pain?

[Noxail]

I've relasped *sigh* But I've had to move cutting spots. I went a little overboard, I now have cuts on both of my shoulders, both of my thighs, my left hip, on the left side of my ribcage, and on the tops of my hands, I've never cut anywhere but my wrist. I noticed that the day after the cuts are cut, they're so much more senistive than two days old. After I soaked a wash cloth in hot water and layed it over my hands to loosen the dried blood that just won't come off when you clean up after your done, I realised how much they really hurt. My ribs are burning and so are my thighs and my shoulders, it's like having sunburn. Honestly, I like it. What about you? It's weird, but it keeps me focused and in reality, instead of just the spurts I get from the real cut it's self. I'm I just crazy, or does this make sense to anyone else :what:

[princessjess]

it makes sense to me because i dd almost the exact same thing a couple days... i relapsed after a lil over a month but i move on the my left hip.. and like u said it stung alot and was tons more sore than my wrist had ever been, but it did help me foucous on reality more and kept me grounded more.. its beek almost a week and i havent done it again yet (: