DarkNick
February 7th, 2012, 02:29 PM
(Some of you may remember the previous post about a gift for a girl)
So here's what happened since then and that somehow I'm in love with her but I don't know what to do...
First of all I never sent that present. The reason for it was that I didn't know how she would react and since we're close friends (somehow) and we got many same friends I didn't want the situation to get really awkard...
OK so I've tried to ask her out three years ago... She rejected me and didn't go well...Some months after we were OK but never really close, 'cause of that...
A year after that we got in a fight (I was in love with someone else in that time and she was feeling betrayed 'cause I was all about him [I'm probably bisexual-just to know]).She was right but it was still a big thing in our friendship.After a year (in my b-day-this year) She turned against me again saying really, really ugly things about me but that it would be hard for her to let me go...The next day she apologized to me but I wouldn't go to talk her and I was waiting for her (though I did the mistake again, but she could have done the same). We finally were somehow OK again but I was feeling really bad and awkward when I was close to her and then I started falling in love with her again...Yesterday many guys of my class was flirting with her (we were coming back from a travel in Athens) and though they were friends of mine I wanted to kill them with a gun! Right there I realised my lover for her...On the other hand I still remember all those things that she has done to me and vice versa and they make me feel depressed...
Right now I want to believe that we're OK at the moment (except a little shouting about some photographs that happened just some minutes before :P)and I'm really trying to get better with her day by day, but I don't want to make you thing that I'm a puppy of her or anything like that.The case is somehow not like that :P
I really don't know what I should do and I need your help...
PLEASE!
So here's what happened since then and that somehow I'm in love with her but I don't know what to do...
First of all I never sent that present. The reason for it was that I didn't know how she would react and since we're close friends (somehow) and we got many same friends I didn't want the situation to get really awkard...
OK so I've tried to ask her out three years ago... She rejected me and didn't go well...Some months after we were OK but never really close, 'cause of that...
A year after that we got in a fight (I was in love with someone else in that time and she was feeling betrayed 'cause I was all about him [I'm probably bisexual-just to know]).She was right but it was still a big thing in our friendship.After a year (in my b-day-this year) She turned against me again saying really, really ugly things about me but that it would be hard for her to let me go...The next day she apologized to me but I wouldn't go to talk her and I was waiting for her (though I did the mistake again, but she could have done the same). We finally were somehow OK again but I was feeling really bad and awkward when I was close to her and then I started falling in love with her again...Yesterday many guys of my class was flirting with her (we were coming back from a travel in Athens) and though they were friends of mine I wanted to kill them with a gun! Right there I realised my lover for her...On the other hand I still remember all those things that she has done to me and vice versa and they make me feel depressed...
Right now I want to believe that we're OK at the moment (except a little shouting about some photographs that happened just some minutes before :P)and I'm really trying to get better with her day by day, but I don't want to make you thing that I'm a puppy of her or anything like that.The case is somehow not like that :P
I really don't know what I should do and I need your help...
PLEASE!