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Iron Man
February 6th, 2012, 01:30 AM
I didn't think I would be in this section any time soon.

Anyway, I felt at my lowest yesterday. My best friend (who was my ex) got a new boyfriend. Its been months since we dated, so you would think I would be over her and stuff. It really tore at my inside, made me feel like no one would ever love me, including her. She told me that she doesn't like me the same way that I do, which is just pure torture. She also told me that I am an amazing guy with a great heart, and any girl would be lucky to have me. I want her so badly. I love her so much, but I digress...

I grabbed a USB cord, and I wrapped it around my neck. I wanted to just end it right then and there, but I didn't. I didn't have the courage to let go.

Jupiter
February 6th, 2012, 01:36 AM
Hey Skyler.

I don't believe we have spoken before. We should probably change that. I've read a few posts by you, and we are slightly similar, man.

That girl? She isn't the right girl. There are plenty of fish in the sea, so why don't you just go for a swim? I mean, yeah, you broke up with her. You loved her. Shit happens, but I'll tell you what. Killing yourself over a girl is an awful thing. Think about all the things that would happen if you did kill yourself. Not to you, but how she would feel, your family, etc.

If you ever need to talk, I'm free.

Iron Man
February 6th, 2012, 01:43 AM
Since she is my best friend, she would probably cry her eyes out for a long time if I died. I can't even fathom what my friends and family would do without me. It is so hard to accept that we can't be more than friends.

Jupiter
February 6th, 2012, 01:45 AM
I have been through the very same thing. Except I was in love with both of them and they loved each other. :|