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[painful paradice]

i branded myself again tonight and it got infected like it had before and i had to go through a ton of shit and a lot of pain and i it taught me something
i need to change
i need to get better
so i'm gonna try and tell someone about hurting myself. but i feel like i have a boot shoved down my throat

[Jupiter]

Telling people that you have self harmed is really hard. Who are you planning on telling?

[painful paradice]

my grandparents. they're who i live with. but i decided against it now

[georgiamay]

my grandparents. they're who i live with. but i decided against it now

Why? It'll be a million times harder to stop and recover on your own, when people know you don't have to keep secrets, which makes the process easier to deal with. You need support, and the best people to give that to you are the people you live with and the ones you're closest to. If you're close to your grandparents, I'm sure they'll do everything they can to help you.

If you're going to change and get better then telling someone will make things easier. At first it'll be hard, yeah, but in the long run it'll help.