went to far with another guy feel awful

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basically my mate stayed over and he showed me a porno of a woman giving a guy bj, I mentioned i'd never had one.... I was so turned on by the vid and then he said he'd give me one, (he's bi, im straight), he went under the covers so he couldnt see my penis and started, i stopped him after a few seconds because it was too weird having a guy sucking me, so he suggested hj instead, I reluctantly agreed but after a few minutes It hit me, what I was actually doing.. I said stop and covered up. I am still trembling and now I feel disgusted that its happened.. he said he won't tell anyone what we did but I cant believe him, how do I forget about it and stop worrying? I am like a nervous wreck

[Mortal Coil]

Would you think it's weird or feel "disgusted" if you saw a girl fingering another girl? Your friend was trying to do you a favor (sorry, you're British, should be "favour" :P). I can understand that you might be a little surprised at how far you went, and unsure of yourself, but remember, he offered to do it so he's fine about it, and with you, well sex is sex. A BJ or HJ is the same whether its a guy or girl giving it, especially if you can't see the person giving it, and these social restrictions are making you feel guilty for mutually consensual sexual activity with someone else, JUST because that bloke also has a prick.
Chill, pull yourself together. There is nothing wrong with you and the guy won't tell if you two are close enough to do what you did. Imagine how it would make him look, he has as much incentive not to tell as you do, especially if there are homophobics where you live.

[Abyssal Echo]

Would you think it's weird or feel "disgusted" if you saw a girl fingering another girl? Your friend was trying to do you a favor (sorry, you're British, should be "favour" :P). I can understand that you might be a little surprised at how far you went, and unsure of yourself, but remember, he offered to do it so he's fine about it, and with you, well sex is sex. A BJ or HJ is the same whether its a guy or girl giving it, especially if you can't see the person giving it, and these social restrictions are making you feel guilty for mutually consensual sexual activity with someone else, JUST because that bloke also has a prick.
Chill, pull yourself together. There is nothing wrong with you and the guy won't tell if you two are close enough to do what you did. Imagine how it would make him look, he has as much incentive not to tell as you do, especially if there are homophobics where you live.

I have to agree with Evil.Angel just chill out I doubt that he would say anything about it.

[natenat3p]

its ok to experiment, and if u dont like it, then u dont like it!