Crawling back

[Princess Ariel]

There's this one 'friend' I have
No matter how much pain she puts me through, on a daily basis I find myself crawling back to her. No matter how much pain I feel.
I'm always coming back because I feel I need to. Not becasue I want to.
She makes me feel alone. She would always treat me like dirt. But I still care and love for her deeply. I'd still go to the ends of the world for her
When I tell her how I feel, she erupts like a volcano, and in return comment on stuff that happened a long time ago.

Why does it feel as if I can never say No to her.
I would drop everything I was doing, to help her through stuff. No matter how repetitive, and annoying it may be. The one time I ask for help, she thinks i'm using her.

She has actually replaced me, she no longer talks to me. She said to my face that she was happier with out me.
The friend she replaced me with talks to me about all the fun she has, but when they get into a fight. I'm in the middle. I feel as if i'm being pulled left and right in between the two.
I feel used by both of them.
Is their really any point of trying to help them get through this?

[Mortal Coil]

It sounds like that line from Lithium: "Darling I forgive you after all, anything is better than to be alone."
You're really loyal, and it's set you up for a life of dissappointment because other people just aren't like that.
If you don't like them and were unfairly caught in the middle of their, remove yourself from the situation and let them gt through it. High school is a hellhole, but it's only temporary. They'll live.
I'm so sorry that these girls have been taking advantage of your great personality, it's always the best people who get screwed over.

[Princess Ariel]

You're really loyal, and it's set you up for a life of dissappointment because other people just aren't like that.
If you don't like them and were unfairly caught in the middle of their, remove yourself from the situation and let them gt through it. High school is a hellhole, but it's only temporary. They'll live.
I'm so sorry that these girls have been taking advantage of your great personality, it's always the best people who get screwed over.

They just don't get it. I tell them it's bothering me. Be it in person or not. But they in turn yell at me that everything is my fault. They tried to convince me that global warming was my fault.
They think my life is perfect. But it's far from. They have each other to talk to, Where as my best friend decided she had better things to do then help me. When I've been there for her.