brandon44
February 3rd, 2012, 11:08 PM
I'm in a bit of a problem, a big problem really.
My best friend I've known since the start of high school is making really stupid decisions. She started doing drugs (weed for now), but I'm sure she will definitely try more than that since she has been offered coke, and other bad drugs. I love her, and I have loved her since we first became good friends. At first it was just friendly love, like the kind of love that best friends would have. But then after we dated, I found myself love stricken, as if I was IN love with her. She dumped me, blah blah blah, I decided I didn't want to lose her as a friend so we stayed as best friends. Over this last year we have been a lot closer, mainly due to my dad dying, me moving away from the city, and moving schools unexpectedly, and her dad giving her and her mothers family problems. (her parents are split) I still found myself IN love with her, and not knowing what to do. Two months ago she started dating a guy, which I was fine with as he seemed nice, but over the past 2 months hes been a real (excuse me for my language) asshole douche bag fuckface, and has been treating her like a peice of shit. He yells at her, controls her life (she hates not having control), is a hypocrite mainly due to him telling her not to do drugs, yet he smokes weed almost daily. He cheated on her TWICE, and takes advantage of her (he drugged her then took advantage of her, feeling her up and what not). Ever since she started dating him I was jealous which seems normal, but what bothers me the most is that I'm still in love with her. Every day I wish I was still with her, only for the sure reason that I love her, and also the fact that I could treat her a MILLION times better than he would. I'm so confused, and I get so hurt when I see him be a asshole to her. I hate it. It kills me inside to see the the one girl I love, gets hurt every day from that asshole and she STILL puts up with his shit. My question is, how do I express my true feelings (my love) toward her without loosing her? She is literally all I got for emotional help. I would also like ANY advice anyone can give, cause I really don't know what to do as of this moment. Thank you for your time for reading this.
Brandon M.
My best friend I've known since the start of high school is making really stupid decisions. She started doing drugs (weed for now), but I'm sure she will definitely try more than that since she has been offered coke, and other bad drugs. I love her, and I have loved her since we first became good friends. At first it was just friendly love, like the kind of love that best friends would have. But then after we dated, I found myself love stricken, as if I was IN love with her. She dumped me, blah blah blah, I decided I didn't want to lose her as a friend so we stayed as best friends. Over this last year we have been a lot closer, mainly due to my dad dying, me moving away from the city, and moving schools unexpectedly, and her dad giving her and her mothers family problems. (her parents are split) I still found myself IN love with her, and not knowing what to do. Two months ago she started dating a guy, which I was fine with as he seemed nice, but over the past 2 months hes been a real (excuse me for my language) asshole douche bag fuckface, and has been treating her like a peice of shit. He yells at her, controls her life (she hates not having control), is a hypocrite mainly due to him telling her not to do drugs, yet he smokes weed almost daily. He cheated on her TWICE, and takes advantage of her (he drugged her then took advantage of her, feeling her up and what not). Ever since she started dating him I was jealous which seems normal, but what bothers me the most is that I'm still in love with her. Every day I wish I was still with her, only for the sure reason that I love her, and also the fact that I could treat her a MILLION times better than he would. I'm so confused, and I get so hurt when I see him be a asshole to her. I hate it. It kills me inside to see the the one girl I love, gets hurt every day from that asshole and she STILL puts up with his shit. My question is, how do I express my true feelings (my love) toward her without loosing her? She is literally all I got for emotional help. I would also like ANY advice anyone can give, cause I really don't know what to do as of this moment. Thank you for your time for reading this.
Brandon M.