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mondes
February 3rd, 2012, 02:13 AM
(not sure it goes here, change it if u have too mod)
this is all true, all of it.
me and my cousin was talking about the past yesterday night around 2am. he's 20 year and am 19. i ask him do u think i can become a cop, and he said no. i ask him why not cuz of my 1 kidney, he said no, did something happen to me, then he didn't say anything. i ask him what, you know i can't remember anything before 8 year old why is that, is it something too do with that... he said yes, did anyone tell u mondo, what happen to you in the past. i was said no, what did i die before kidding around.. he looks at me and said " u didn't die 1 time mondo, u die 4". are you f#*king with me, i think your lying about that." mondo what the point of me lying, your like my brother" then i get scary, what are you talking about i didn't die."yes u did mondo, yes u did, because 1 of the time you die i was there & your face was dark blue and you didn't move for 4 minutes, your mom was try to save you, and i was crying not knowing what was happen to u, thinking i killed you, she called 911 and they told her what to do cause they can't make it in time and it might be to late, the doctor's said u had 5% of not began brain dead ." how old was i when that happen? " u were 3 and i was 4" was that the 2nd time i die then? " no that was the 3rd time and i learn this from my mom"
tell me everything now!
"mondo your mom was on heavy drugs (cr*ck and her*in) like you know. you & Amanda was due in November but you both come out in August. you were in her for 26 weeks like the doctor said too you before, but it takes 40 week for you too be born full, with nothing wrong with you. when you come out your mom you were die Amanda was OK but you were die. the doctor want to give up but you mom said for them too keep going and they did u were die for 12 minutes. 2 week after that you die again and you were die for 4mins, the doctor's said to your mom your son only has 6 to 9 month to live, if he live past that then we will be shock. u already know about age 3. then u die again at age 8 u die for about 6 minutes, your kidney stop working, your mom and dad was in the other room doing heavy drugs, you live because of my mom she save u." "that why you can't remember anything cause you die and this on the doctor file that you die, so you can't become a cop. you die 3 more times but its not on your doctors file. only you die 4 time four 26 min is. that why you can't say some words that why you have dyslexia i think or maybe you were born like that, am not sure, that why you can't speak Spanish anymore, you learn English 2nd but you learn Spanish 1st" i was crying after he told me that, i think i was in shock and i think him for telling me. so now it been a day, i feel sad about not been told for so long. but i don't feel anything right now i really don't and that what makes me scary a little. am scary too fall a sleep now cause i think i might die in my sleep. what should i do cause i don't know what to do

DerBear
February 3rd, 2012, 04:40 PM
Sorry I really found this hard to read could you edit it and separate it a bit and change out the slang

Carlyle
February 4th, 2012, 07:08 PM
Can you straighten this up and make it easier to read?.. I got a headache after trying to understand the first few lines. All I understand, if I'm even right, your cousin claims you've died 4 times in your life. How is that even possible?

Desuetude
February 4th, 2012, 07:29 PM
Hey he's got dyslexia give him a bit of a break.
Wow like it's been said I'm not sure it's possible to die for 26 minutes and then come back to life. I'm not sure what kind of advice your looking for maybe comfort if so just be happy that your alive now I guess, make every day a great one and just make the most of it. You have to go to sleep, you have been fine for 11 years when you haven't known about what had happened, nothing is going to happen to you. Just try to block it out of your mind and think about other things. I don't know if there is anything you can do about wanting to be a police officer, you might have to look into that a bit more. You'll be ok and like the Sig says make peace with your past so it wont screw up your present, I think your going to have accept whatever has happened in the past and move on in life or you arnt going to get anywhere.

monkeydo
February 11th, 2012, 07:56 PM
Ok, as far as being afraid of dying in your sleep.... Personally I believe that everything happens for a reason, and that there is a reason you're still here :) I don't know if you have any religious beliefs (and I'm definitely not trying to force my beliefs on you) but IF you believe in something then this is one way of looking at it.... Since you have already lived longer than the doctor said you would, to me that shows that you're here and alive for a reason - because some "higher power" wants you to be maybe? I guess the point I'm trying to make is that its easier sometimes to just have faith and accept when things are out of your control. Being afraid of dying while you sleep isn't going to change anything, and it will only make you miserable and worried all the time. So if you believe in something "greater" than us, maybe faith is the only alternative? Well, its definitely got me through a lot of hard times :)