Smeagol
February 2nd, 2012, 08:08 PM
So there's this guy, lets call him Teahead (my nickname for him, used in a friendly manner). I am going to an all girls school next year, far away, and I wanted to ask him before it was too late. So I asked him out and he said he wasn't interested. No there's nobody for me. Not until college, anyways. I keep having dreams where I get married to a nameless, faceless stranger who claims to love me. I can't do this. I want a boyfriend to call when I get down, for a shoulder to cry on, for a friend who I love. I want to be like some other girls I know, always making the special cookies or cards for their beaus. I wish... oh, I don't know exactly what I want...