Aksed
January 27th, 2012, 06:59 PM
Hello. I'm here to share my story about this girl i'm in love with with you and hopefully get some ideas what to do.
Anyway I know for half an year now, we've been friends and I was always in love with her. And there is a reason for that, she is perfect. I mean... PERFECT! There is not a single flaw in her that I can think of. Now to the problem. She doesn't like me, at least not for something more than a friend. She didn't openly reject me, but I'm not stupid, I get it from her attitude. And I understand her, but I can't help myself. I think about her all the time, I dream about her all the time, i just can't get her out of my head. When I see her, it makes me happy, really happy, when I'm with her i forget all the shitty things in my life, and there are a lot of them, I'm just happy to be around her, even only as a friend. We are in the same school (though she is 1 year older than me), so we go to school together, and sometimes she's the only reason that I go there, I mean sometimes I don't feel well and in normal circumstances, I wouldn't go, but I do, just to see her, even if it's for 20 minutes or so. And I can't tell her how I feel because if I do it would ruin our friendship, I'll start to see her more rarely, and I don't want that to happen, although I'm pretty sure she knows how I feel, i've shown it many times. So my question is, how, how can I stop thinking about her, how do I accept her as just friend when inside I'm dying to show my love for her?
Oh and other thing, we use Skype to chat, and there is one thing I notice - she never starts a conversation. It's always me, but I know I'm not annoying her because when i start the conversation we can chat for hours! It's just that she's never the one who starts the conversation, and that bothers me.
Oh well I think that's it.
I'm not a native English speaker, so i hope you'll understand me, and excuse me for my bad English.
EDIT: woops... im sorry i didn't see the relationship and dating forum, can you delete this one?
Anyway I know for half an year now, we've been friends and I was always in love with her. And there is a reason for that, she is perfect. I mean... PERFECT! There is not a single flaw in her that I can think of. Now to the problem. She doesn't like me, at least not for something more than a friend. She didn't openly reject me, but I'm not stupid, I get it from her attitude. And I understand her, but I can't help myself. I think about her all the time, I dream about her all the time, i just can't get her out of my head. When I see her, it makes me happy, really happy, when I'm with her i forget all the shitty things in my life, and there are a lot of them, I'm just happy to be around her, even only as a friend. We are in the same school (though she is 1 year older than me), so we go to school together, and sometimes she's the only reason that I go there, I mean sometimes I don't feel well and in normal circumstances, I wouldn't go, but I do, just to see her, even if it's for 20 minutes or so. And I can't tell her how I feel because if I do it would ruin our friendship, I'll start to see her more rarely, and I don't want that to happen, although I'm pretty sure she knows how I feel, i've shown it many times. So my question is, how, how can I stop thinking about her, how do I accept her as just friend when inside I'm dying to show my love for her?
Oh and other thing, we use Skype to chat, and there is one thing I notice - she never starts a conversation. It's always me, but I know I'm not annoying her because when i start the conversation we can chat for hours! It's just that she's never the one who starts the conversation, and that bothers me.
Oh well I think that's it.
I'm not a native English speaker, so i hope you'll understand me, and excuse me for my bad English.
EDIT: woops... im sorry i didn't see the relationship and dating forum, can you delete this one?