xDarkness999x
January 23rd, 2012, 02:05 PM
so i came out to my best closed friends to me, a guy and a girl
the guy i know him for like almost 9 years and when i told him I'm a lesbian he said he don't have a problem with it and finally i realized it :P
and i told it to my other friend who is a girl she was alright with that too
now i was talking with my mom about it just generally and putting rhetorical questions like what if i was.... and what if i will do that... and she told me that if don't change my mind and stop thinking about it she will try to change me in any possible ways and take me to a shrink
personally i don't have a problem going to a shrink since i know is not gonna change anything but the only thing that bothers me is that my mom won't support me and basically she thinks only for herself not for me, for her it does matter what people will say...
so not to be confused i haven't tell her i m totally gay and that's is i m not gonna change we were just talking
the only one who knows about my sexual orientation are my 2 best friends
I'm 15 btw...
the guy i know him for like almost 9 years and when i told him I'm a lesbian he said he don't have a problem with it and finally i realized it :P
and i told it to my other friend who is a girl she was alright with that too
now i was talking with my mom about it just generally and putting rhetorical questions like what if i was.... and what if i will do that... and she told me that if don't change my mind and stop thinking about it she will try to change me in any possible ways and take me to a shrink
personally i don't have a problem going to a shrink since i know is not gonna change anything but the only thing that bothers me is that my mom won't support me and basically she thinks only for herself not for me, for her it does matter what people will say...
so not to be confused i haven't tell her i m totally gay and that's is i m not gonna change we were just talking
the only one who knows about my sexual orientation are my 2 best friends
I'm 15 btw...