invisiblegirl
May 29th, 2007, 12:22 AM
this is mostly just a rant... i've been a cutter for years now and i've tried 2 stop many times though all attemps have failed, i've got a great guy in my life now and he would do anything 4 me and i know he loves me, he's been a great help with the cutting and self harm, and i haven't done anything in like 2 months, but the past few days i've cut myself multipel times and i talked 2 him about it 2day nd it broke his heart he started crying and saying " but u've done so good " and he kept asking me why and i feel really bad 4 telling him but a lnog time ago he made me swear 2 jim that if i ever did it again i would tell him, so i did and he's blaming himself 4 me cutting.