dajakesta10
January 17th, 2012, 07:01 PM
:confused: Ok, a couple od months ago now, I went to a high street, boozin' with a (kinda hot ;) ) girly friend, she left early so i was me on my own with three bottles of Bulmers and a WKD. Naturally, I got thirsty. I decided to go to this guys house that I had a (gay) crush on, see how he was doin'. When i got there, I passed out almost straight away. Call me a lightweight, call me what you will - I went out. I woke up apparently an hour later, barely daylight, blood around my head and (still) completely smashed. I knocked on his door, but instead of letting me in or even just trying to show some kind of empathy for just smacking your head open on the pavement, he tells me to "clear off", so I am left, once again, alone. From here, I don't remember. All I DO remember, is waking up outside another friend's house in the pitch black (possibly narcoleptic, it's happened before and since :/ ) I knocked on his door, this time with a MASSIVE headache, and was greeted kindly at the door by my red-head friend and (if i remember correctly) his brother. He helped me in, helped clean me up and let me stay for an hour, before I was eventually picked up by my dad. Recently, we've strayed apart and I just wish I'd made more of an effort to show how much I appreciated his help and support. But anyway, my drinking has recently got better as it's school-time, but I have still been turning up to school drunk multiple times :/ I need help getting my act together as I no longer have any friends to help.