crycrycry3
January 16th, 2012, 12:35 AM
I am 14, straight and considered one of the most "goody-two shoes" girls in my school. I have a secret pleasure though and that is pleasing myself. Masturbation is my dirty little secret and no one knows, not my sibling or my parents. I long to share this with my best friend, but where I live anything like that is considered "gay and gross." ( I know this is wrong of them) Everyone here is very conservative, modest, and homophobic. I wish I could have someone to discuss this with and sort of compare notes. And I want that person to be her, but I'm afraid if I bring it up in the wrong manner, she'll never look at me the same. How should I go about this discussion? I don't want to change our friendship for the worse :( Has anyone else gone through this dilemma?