Fed up with this now.

[Israel1]

Right, Please ignor the folowing rant,
I can rember a few occasions when I was younger I wanted to know what another penis looked like, I think this is normal, I want a girl to love and be loved by, I want a wife and a child soo much, to live together and such, Today I stopped worrying about sexuality and just accpted I a normal curious teen. For these few hours I had a strange feeling, Like being light and floaty, yet it felt like I still wasnt setled about something, I just want this to end really, I think I may have HOCD or a hypocondriact.

Its silly, I dont like guys, I mean they make great freinds but nothing more.

I have WAY more important things to be worried about this, Why cant I settle my mind? I am fine if my mind is busy but when I stop, BAM!

So yeah, advice please.

[ImCoolBeans]

Well, a hypochondriac is generally paranoid about their health - not really their sexuality. It seems to me that you are just a bit unsure of your sexuality and you haven't really come to terms with where you stand. The best advice I can give you is just telling you that you'll find yourself, it just takes a little time.

[Israel1]

Thanks Mr Coolbeans,
Its just that it gets me really down and sometimes induces panic attacks and can put me off food for days, I just cant seem to accpte myself. I am 15 now and I think I should have it sorted. It seems like my freinds are not going threw this so why am I?

[Schizothemia]

Sexuality is such a ethereal concept that I don't think one can ever settle it, nor should they. Instead it should be a matter of accepting that you will love and be attracted to whomever you love and are attracted to. Anything else doesn't really matter. You don't really ever need to label it.

[caden048]

try and talk to someone about it you might feel better

[BeyondOne]

You're a teenage. There are so many things going on that you can't control. Thoughts that don't make sense are going to come. I wouldn't worry, just relax and go on with your life. Nothing to worry about

[caden048]

You could also try and find something that takes your mind off everything like i do.... i have band and it keeps me busy and my mind off of negative things... good luck bro...

[person842]

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[caden048]

you have to think though, that is pretty much all teenagers think about....