I almost died...

[XxArcAngelxX]

Last night and the night before i took triple my prescription for zoloft after not taking it for months. ive ODd before but that was dffernt... this time my friend talked me down but i had already swallowd the pills. i was so scared i would die last night. [also no one knows ive ODd execpt a few friends] i have been dianosed with depression social anxiety. what do i do... meds dont help at least the ones im on dont. ive lied to my parents and doctors that im fine and the meds are working. i dont know what to do... i have thot of suicide everyday since i was 13. even when im happy... i dont know what to do someone help =[

[northskater110]

Listen to me man. Everyone has point in their life when they become depressed. I know it is hard to get it out of your mind, but you need to stop thinking about suicide. Don't even try to bring it up as a possible option.

Suicide is never the answer, no matter what the problem. Think of everything you would miss out on if you were to do so. Things that kept me away from it was the idea of finally having a family. I want to get married and have kids, and if I ever fulfilled the ideas that I sometimes thought about it could never happen.

What you need to do is reach out. Don't keep these ideas inside of you. The best place to go is to your parents first. They love you very much and would do anything to protect you. My parent were shocked to hear about my depression, and immediately set out to help me. The longer you keep it in, the more it hurts.

What I'm trying to say is that you need to talk to people about it. As you talk to people about it, you will become better over time.

If you ever need anything, feel free to PM about anything that is on your mind.

[Dark_Desires]

I understand what your going thru thinking about suicide quite alot i am the same.I think it would be a good idea for u to get help talk to someone u trust like your parents be honest with them i am sure thay care and would want to help.And bottling up this doesnt help trust me on that 1.If talking to your parents is to hard try family member or someone u trust as i said before.If u need any advice or someone to chat to feel free to pm me.Hope things get better for ya :)

[CJM123]

i have found these medicines don't work. i used to take Ritalin. and when i found out it was almost the same elements of cocaine. i got really scared using it. i would be high as a kite in class and then i would fall into deep depression at break times when it wore off. i completely stopped the use of the drug after i completely flipped out one day. i have also heard many stories of people dying from drugs like these because there is still no scientific way of controlling your bodies chemical movements. and if you try to alter one. another one will come into play. i found this organisation when i was looking ritalin up on the internet. and it completely changed my mind about these drugs

http://www.cchr.org/

[XxArcAngelxX]

the problem is i just think of suicde randomly like a vision of me just jumping off a building ect... and i don't like talking to my parents... my mom never understands. i do talk to my friends tho.