Tcook93
January 12th, 2012, 07:16 AM
Okay so Idk if Im in the right place for this situation or problem I have, if Im not in the right place sorry. I have this friend and we have been getting to be pretty close. He claims to be straight and he knows that Im gay and he's okay with it. We've had a few sleepovers and had pretty close and open conversations, he's told me that he has fooled around with quite a few guys in like circle jerks and stuff like that and he said he likes to watch gay porn on occasions. This information sparked my attention and made me think well if he has fooled around with other guys; couldn't he fool around with me? I tried hinting that I wanted to maybe do something, but Im not sure if he didn't get message or if he's just not into me in that way. But Im really confused because one time he said he'd check out a gay porn with me if I were to bring it to his hous, play it my house or something. Though part of me thinks the main reason he doesn't want to do anything with me is because Im gay and I'll get "too into it". But I don't think I would, I like this guy but I couldn't see myself in a relationship with him. I just wanna experiment with him, I've never experienced that, I've had a few sexual relationships with other gay guys. But I've always wanted to do something with a straight guy I guess you could say it's a fantasy of mine. So I guess my main question is; how do I get him to do anything with me? I mean it doesn't have to sexual at all just mutual masturbation would be fun.