ppl love to hurt me

[XxArcAngelxX]

i was going out with a girl and thats fine but i took it hard long story short my friend [or a good few ] hate me and ive been getting hate all day. ive been cutting and i have a bottle of antidepressants nxt to me. i havnt taken them in a month and im tempted to take a bunch... [yes they are prescribed to me]

[StoppingTime]

There are times when you'll feel like there is nowhere to go in life, but you have to look past these moments.

Cutting can seem as a relief, or something that makes you feel better, but, it is never the answer. Whatever "relief" you get from it is only temporary, and will only do more harm (both emotionally and physically) on your life than good.

Is there anyone you trust you can talk to this about?

[georgiamay]

You should know if you've cut before, that every time you do it the benefits are only temporary, and wear off pretty quickly. Is it really worth going to all that trouble, and living with scars just for a few seconds of release? Urges pass eventually. No matter how bad they seem, they don't last forever. I've had urges where I've felt like I'd explode if I didn't cut, but you know what? I never exploded.

Anti depressants honestly won't do much. Doctors wouldn't give a box of pills to a depressed person if it could kill them. There was a case where a man took 9 months worth of anti depressants and it still didn't kill him.

About these people, what you need to remember is that people can be horrible. They're not horrible people, they just need to be horrible to someone to make themselves feel like they're worth something. They pick up on other people's flaws and hate on them to point out the fact that they don't have that particular flaw, and it makes them feel better. But they have flaws too, everyone does. The chances are they're just as insecure as you are, they just express it in a different way.


People grow up eventually, and you need to push past what they're saying and look at the good things about your life instead of focusing on the negatives. Easier said than done, but still possible.