Man i feel like shit again.

[JoshDude]

Everyday i feel like shit. Im a gamer.. and when im playing games it relieves me of my depression for only a little while. I wont even go outside barely at all anymore.. and i barely let people become my friends.

My best friend, for example. If he calls me up and "Hey mate, wanna grab a movie?". im like "sure lets go". But he is the only one. My friends at school i have been hanging with for like 2 years now, but never want to go to movies with them outside of school. Why? I have no idea.

Yes they are my friends, but my mind keeps saying no. (Only to going out with them on weekends). I just end up staying home doing nothing. Im bored shitless... but still wont go out. I hate being seen in public. Self-image i spose.

Anyway, any reasons? I dunno. Thanks anway

[Hyper]

Everyday i feel like shit. Im a gamer.. and when im playing games it relieves me of my depression for only a little while. I wont even go outside barely at all anymore.. and i barely let people become my friends.

My best friend, for example. If he calls me up and "Hey mate, wanna grab a movie?". im like "sure lets go". But he is the only one. My friends at school i have been hanging with for like 2 years now, but never want to go to movies with them outside of school. Why? I have no idea.

Yes they are my friends, but my mind keeps saying no. (Only to going out with them on weekends). I just end up staying home doing nothing. Im bored shitless... but still wont go out. I hate being seen in public. Self-image i spose.

Anyway, any reasons? I dunno. Thanks anway


Let's see, I almost never go out anymore.. Hey wait it's been like that for half a decade.. I have no friends except for 1 who lives 100 miles away from here as I moved.. I can sit infront of the comp for over 24 hours, belive it or not. I barely do anything, I sometimes think when I am outside that I look stupid and that ppl are looking at me, and I am scared that I will meet someone who I don't wan't to meet..

So in short summary if this is because of NOTHING, then get over it ffs

[countrygeek]

Hmm. I had this problem throughout late last school year and most of this one, however lately it's gone away. And instead of gaming, music was mine. Still kind of is. I still don't like to go to sports, which is why I am not currently in one. I'm doing a little more with friends, but not much with people outside of the 'group'. I don't know. I guess it's just how some people are. I'm pretty sure there is no cure, unless you want to undergo deep therapy or hypnosis...

[Glenn]

"Free runner" mate , i feel the same way as u do ... i use games a escapism and i hang out with some people but dont exactly do loads outta school with em ... ive got like 3 really good best friends and i sometimes go do something with them or play golf but thats about it. If i went out into town or somethign i feel embarssed and i still feel like everything is looking , laughing or something at me . I dont like it but i have to do it,, it doesnt help that im small , have to wear glasses and etc ...but im pretty sure that when im in a proper job or carrer and im like 24 or 25 or something people will just be more mature etc ...

really i dont no but just try stick with it i suppose *dont think ive been much help tbh

[annihilate_me]

Hun, if they don't want to do anything with you out of school, they're not friends, they're acquaintances. It sounds to me that you may need some sun shine in your life!

:sun: :surf:

[Sage]

Its perfectly normal to have 1-2 really good friends and a lot of lesser ones.