What the f*** is wrong with me?

[Jimmy Page]

For the past months I have experienced daily "blackouts" where I end up cutting myself and on a few occasions I have tried to kill myself.
I have visited doctors and psychologists but none of them had the slightest idea on what it is.
I really want to get rid of this but because they dont know what it is I cant get treated for it.
I dont know what to do anymore,its making it impossible for me to stop cutting and its making me a nervous wreck as I never know when it happen so I have to constantly worry about it,and its scaring my friends and boyfriend,they try their best to help me but they dont know how.
Is there anyone on here that have any idea what this is?
Please I really need help on this and I dont know where to turn anymore :(

[foof1]

I'm not at all qualified to answer this, but if you're committing these actions while blacked out, it could be a multiple personality disorder.

[Jimmy Page]

It cant be that,they thought so at first but when I "black out" I go into a trance-like state,I dont talk,no facial expression at all and my eyes turn empty(got my boyfriend to write that as its best explained by someone else)

[Kylehide]

It still could be a multiple personality disorder. Possibly due to anxiety or depression.

[ryan2000]

Well, as KyleHide said, the possibility of a multiple-personality-like disease could be the case, or some highly advanced schizophrenia. However, these blackouts have also been related to high amounts of stress, or some traumatic event in your past. If you can find this trauma, or work to eliminate your stress, it could help. I believe the cutting to be a way of your mind saying that you did something wrong, and it is trying to punish itself for its actions. If you were to confess to this action, whether at Church or to family, that could at least lessen the self-damage portion of the blackouts. Hope that helps :)