Someone Please Help.

[RainbowOnBlack]

right, um.

I know that i suffer from depression i have for ages.
but now i feel that i could have OCD.

i have really weird sexual thoughts about people like teachers.
i have a weird reocurring like vision almost of cutting deep down my arm.
i do self harm anyway, it helps with the anxiety.
i double check when i lock doors.
i cant do certian things on fear of hurting people.even my old friends that have rejected me.



someone help.:confused: screening tests on the internet have said that i could have it but id rather hear it from a real OCD sufferer.


Thankyou!

[Bobby]

The only 100 percent guarentee is a doctor.

[helpingman]

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[helpingman]

sorry about the above message. I put my e-mail in there thats why. wasen't trying to spam.

Anyways the sexual thoughts about your teacher isent connsidered OCD.
Self harm could have something to do with it. OCD could be passed as a genetic disorder so don't think its ever your fault casue it's not. Depresttion is a common thing among people that have OCD (that's probably where the harm comes in). Checking your doors twice is also pretty common. If you do it 6-7 times then I think you could call it OCD. I count my money alot but It's not really OCD its something I do because I forget. In your case about the doors you could be worried about someone coming in. If your in high school or will be and they offer a psychcology class I strongley recomend taking it because most of them go into a great lesson about emotions and health disorders.

[countrygeek]

i have really weird sexual thoughts about people like teachers.

Well I don't know about females [though I assume it works.. 'metephorically' the same], but I know that curiosity like this is common in male puberty. It might be nice to bring this up or look this up in the Puberty for Girls board.

Define weird, though. That might lead to a different solution. However I can slice it though, it doesn't sound like OCD, per se.

i have a weird reocurring like vision almost of cutting deep down my arm. i do self harm anyway, it helps with the anxiety.

Would also be nice to bring this up in the Cutting & Self Harm board. I'm not quite sure this is an OCD, either.

i double check when i lock doors.

That could be an OCD depending on how much you do it. However, it doesn't sound like it is something that is severe, annoying, harmful, etc. (I could look at this as a good thing....)

i cant do certian things on fear of hurting people.even my old friends that have rejected me.

I think that might just be caring for the human nature, and not necessarily an OCD. I do this, too - I could never physically or emotionally hurt anyone, at least not badly, on fear of what might happen to me or them. (Trust me, I would like to slug a couple people right upside their empty noggin..)


As mentioned, though, the only person who is certified to tell and trained in this feild is a doctor, therapist, etc. I would strongly recommend therapy, or at least discussing the possibility of therapy with your parents. It doesn't sound like your life has been a piece of cake, and coming from that standpoint myself, therapy could probably help. Just think about it, and hopefully all turns out well either way. :)

[Antares]

it dosent sound like a real (or serious) case but it is possible

see a doc

[Ethannnnnn]

see a doctor but it doesnt sound serious

[Sapphire]

It does not sound all that serious. Does the lock checking significantly interfere with how you live your life?