Dimentio
December 30th, 2011, 03:18 PM
Not sure if i am meant to post this in here or not, But i do feel like it is a mental crisis ha ha, Well when i was a kid i do not remember having it, But since late 14 and now being 15, It is all the time!
Like i kinda blank out or while i am asleep, Something will happen, And from days to months later, It will happen, And i can have that Deja Vou A LOT of times! Like this one Deja Vou which i only remmeber as it happened today was, I was thinking of some singers and other Celebs, While loking around my room and seeing a selection menue on the screen, And i am thinking this could be any time! But i remembered EVERYTHING that happened! And some stuff in my room is only what i had just that day, Like the thing on the screen was a main mission for Skyrim, Which as i only got it on Christmas and it is a later mission, First time i have seen that menue, I got some things i built on my shelfs, And they were there, And i must of seen this 8 times over before it happened.
The thing what worries me is i cannot tell from Deja Vou to Dreaming, Like i said, I am having Deja Vou a lot lately and i can see something from 1-12 times until it really happens, But that thing can be from thinking something, Doing something or even going places, It can go from 10 secnds to 5 minutes, I just feel like i am re living my life! But one thing that worries me is that i keep seeing a friends death over and over again and i cannot tell if it is some silly little dream or it is Deja Vou.
So is there a person i can see about this constant Deja Vou? Because i want it gone! I am just scared i will see something i do not want to one day, Unless i already am.
Like i kinda blank out or while i am asleep, Something will happen, And from days to months later, It will happen, And i can have that Deja Vou A LOT of times! Like this one Deja Vou which i only remmeber as it happened today was, I was thinking of some singers and other Celebs, While loking around my room and seeing a selection menue on the screen, And i am thinking this could be any time! But i remembered EVERYTHING that happened! And some stuff in my room is only what i had just that day, Like the thing on the screen was a main mission for Skyrim, Which as i only got it on Christmas and it is a later mission, First time i have seen that menue, I got some things i built on my shelfs, And they were there, And i must of seen this 8 times over before it happened.
The thing what worries me is i cannot tell from Deja Vou to Dreaming, Like i said, I am having Deja Vou a lot lately and i can see something from 1-12 times until it really happens, But that thing can be from thinking something, Doing something or even going places, It can go from 10 secnds to 5 minutes, I just feel like i am re living my life! But one thing that worries me is that i keep seeing a friends death over and over again and i cannot tell if it is some silly little dream or it is Deja Vou.
So is there a person i can see about this constant Deja Vou? Because i want it gone! I am just scared i will see something i do not want to one day, Unless i already am.