Questions that no one can answer

[Belinife]

Im really really sad and it wont help...
Since Christmas ive been having this unrealistic feeling and desperate thoughts like: "Why live if i die anyway ?" and "Why should i enjoy the things i have now, if there will be 10 times more amazing stuff in the future ?"
Id love to tell more about myself and the few things ive gone through in the past but i really needed to get this out there so i could move the stress away just for the night and sleep in peace.
Thanks in advance ! Dont let my crazy thinking get to you, i hope no one needs to go through this.

[Ethereal]

Just don't wallow and marinate in your sadness all the time. That's pretty much all have to say. Your life is still going on where your sad/happy/lonely/ or indifferent..

Don't really know what you're looking for but no one can just sweep you off your feet... they can only help and give suggestions.

Trust me I wish someone can just pull me out of where i'm at but the reality is that YOU have to go through it, not other people. Personally, i believe that you're allowed to go through things in life so that one can find one's true identity and build character.

Hope this helped in whatever way,

much love and take care