Giving Up.

[XxfakexX]

I guess this is kind of a hopefully goodbye. My depression has been getting worst, more than i care to tell. I'm so tired, not able to help myself. The only time i'v felt comfort in the last year is by myself either cutting or awake on my own in the early hour of the morning. Im sorry, i really am, for not getting help and letting it go this far. But i'm idiotic and childish this way. I'l be better this way and if it doesn't work i can at least kid myself that someone will care. Thank for everything.

[Sire]

Message me now. Find my Skype on my profile, I will help you with whatever is causing this in any way I can, you are worth life, don't EVER forget that.

[Oath]

Don't you at least want to discuss whatever lead you to this? Don't leave anything out, whatever is on your mind, spill it out. Suicide is a permanent solution to possibly a temporary issue. It is the ultimate regret. I understand that you are depressed, but lets discuss the root of the problem.

Don't give up. You are young, beautiful and you have your whole life to experience new ideas and events. There isn't a single person in this world that doesn't go through a depressive state. There are ways to overcome this. Think about the turtle and the rabbit race. The rabbit was so ahead of the turtle, he decided to take a break. The turtle who was slow eventually caught up to the rabbit who was resting and won the race. The turtle could have easily given up, be he decided not to.

I don't want you to give up on life. Let's discuss this, and figure out how to solve this. Don't feel helpless. We are here to help, and we are going to make sure that you get it. Don't take the easy way out over something so small. Love who you are, taking your own life isn't loving who you are.

[XxfakexX]

It's okay, it didn't work. I know with these messages that you just trying to help, i really do, but it hurts. In the four hours i was passed out in my bathroom neither of my 'parents' even noticed i was gone. I don't understand what i'v done wrong to them. Constantly trying to be someone they like and i'm sick of pretending. I'm sorry to bother you, but i'm not worth it.

[georgiamay]

It's okay, it didn't work. I know with these messages that you just trying to help, i really do, but it hurts. In the four hours i was passed out in my bathroom neither of my 'parents' even noticed i was gone. I don't understand what i'v done wrong to them. Constantly trying to be someone they like and i'm sick of pretending. I'm sorry to bother you, but i'm not worth it.

Honey, never say you're not worth it, ever. I don't care how much you think it's true, I get I could easily get 100 people to say otherwise.

Depression sucks, we all know that. But is it really worth ending your life over it? I know how much it hurts, and I know how much you want to just not exist, but you do exist, and you have done for however many years you've been alive. That would be such a waste. Think about it, if you never existed, you wouldn't have this problem, and you wouldn't feel like this. But you do exist, and you've left your mark on everyone around you. Your parents, your friends, your family, and so many people. Dying now is different. It's wrong, and it's not worth it. You exist, and it's going to stay that way for the rest of your life, and that life should be as long and happy as it possibly can be. Ending it yourself is like throwing away your own potential happiness, and your family's as well.

You put parents in speech marks. May I ask why?
Maybe you don't get along with them. Maybe you feel like they don't care about you. But they do, they're your parents. Imagine if they were wondering why they hadn't heard from you in a while, and gone to see if you were okay and found you dead in your room? They'd be destroyed. They'd spend their whole lives wondering if it was their fault, and what they could have done to stop it, why they didn't "see the signs", and just why? They'd think they'd done something so wrong that it killed their daughter.

I know you're in a lot of pain, but do you really want to let it win? Fight it and tell it that you deserve better than this.
And the first way to do that is to get help. The only way you can get better is if you tell someone how you feel, and get some help. It's scary, and it's probably the last thing you want to do, but it'll make the shit stop, to put it bluntly.

Good luck with everything, you know where I am if you need me. :hug3: