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December 27th, 2011, 11:41 PM
I have something similar to alternate personalities. I have three I can name off the top of my head. Darkness, the personality that likes doing bad in subtle ways. Never hurting friends, though more aggressive than the others. Peace, the one that is phased by almost nothing. Simply calm. And lastly, Joy. The personality of a silly five year old.
Now after being is the darkness phase for a week, I've made some decisions I regret. Nothing large. Something stupid or impolite.
Though I started to have a bit of a breakdown after seeing this. Now, there is something I haven't had in forever and a day. My emotional issues were though to have died a year ago after I had a breakdown that caused some serious trouble. Like an emotional callus.
Even typing it so far has helped calm me. What I mentioned above is not the issue. The issue is I'm thinking I might relapse and get depressed in the future if I get into a serious jam by chance.
So my questions are this:
What can I do to prevent going into a relapse?
If I do is there a simple way to get back out of the metaphorical pit fall trap?
Now after being is the darkness phase for a week, I've made some decisions I regret. Nothing large. Something stupid or impolite.
Though I started to have a bit of a breakdown after seeing this. Now, there is something I haven't had in forever and a day. My emotional issues were though to have died a year ago after I had a breakdown that caused some serious trouble. Like an emotional callus.
Even typing it so far has helped calm me. What I mentioned above is not the issue. The issue is I'm thinking I might relapse and get depressed in the future if I get into a serious jam by chance.
So my questions are this:
What can I do to prevent going into a relapse?
If I do is there a simple way to get back out of the metaphorical pit fall trap?