Friends getting worried..

[sarah newman]

So I have had a hard life.

Bad flashbacks.

Bad memories.

This has led me to do many things to cope with it. And the one I need help with is overdosing.

I overdose on nurofen or paracetamol. When I overdose, the least amount of medication I take are 10 tablets. Sometimes I don't know how much I even take.

But now I'm starting to not get anything out of what I'm taking. Is it an addiction? Yes. Is my addiction becoming more frequent? Yes. My friends are starting to get worried about me. Ringing me, asking to meet up. They even talked to a teacher at school about me. The last thing I want to do is worry them. But I don't like lying to them either...

My mum is a diabetic. She has a lot of things wrong with her. A lot of tablets. I was thinking of taking some of her medication. It's only a sleeping drug to help. Zapaine is what it's called. I don't need anyone to tell me that it's wrong because I know. But I was wondering if anyone knows what effects would happen with this drug? Or any other diabetic drug? I'm getting a bit desperate here, not knowing what to do..

[NightFighter]

If the drug is not yours then don't take it.

Medication is serious business and specific to the person it is prescribed to. Imagine if your mother needed her medication but you've wasted it all on yourself. Those pills mean life or death to your mother. Don't be a fool. Don't take what doesn't belong to you.

I just want to mention about your paracetamol and nurofen addiction. When someone overdoses on these drugs then there is nothing the doctors or nurses can do to help you while you lie, dying. And the death is excruciating and long lasting. You won't just snap dead. No. You'll lie for hours in pain. That's the coincidences of continually overdosing.

Then again, you might get lucky and just get a liver failure. Live a life waiting for someone to die so you can get their liver.
You really think its worth it?

You probably don't believe me but in years to come you will be over the addiction and you'll be happy in life. Don't permanently damage your body now because later you'll regret it. Hopefully it wont be too late.

[sarah newman]

I haven't taken my mums pills.
I told them I was overdosing and they hit the roof, told me the consiquences of if I took to many.
Thank you for the advice.