I ruined christmas.

[beebs]

my mum, two brothers and mums friend were in the kitchen while i wasnt, and they were talking about how id "ruined christmas". Thinking i couldnt hear them. Ive done jack shit to ruin christmas. But i dont care i am really gunna ruin christmas for them, when they find out ive killed myself, there gunna be so fucking sorry. sorry i had to rant about this.

[Anselmo]

How did you ruin christmas?

By killing yourself, you'll hurt more people than your mum and brothers...

[beebs]

I have no idea how. And i guess im being really selfish. But i dont care i cant stay here, im considering running instead but im not sure

[Anselmo]

I think is better to run away then kill yourself...
But don't run away for too long...

If i were you, i would talk with your familly about what you heard instead of running away...

[meezyrmcrs4ever]

CHILL man :) talk with your family about whatever happend ^^

[Mirage]

This is probably a hard time for you, but please listen to reason.

If you kill yourself, you will be taking a part of your mother and brother and other family members away from them. You ARE part of them because you are a part of their lives. Imagine how they'll feel, when they turn to talk to you and you're not there. And then they'll remember. And it will be devastating.

Running away is something to consider, however it can lead to more problems at home. Analyze your situation before you make any decisions about running.

Hope this helped!

[Fiction]

If you fail at killing yourself it could potentially make your life a lot lot worse, it's not worth it.

Your parents and brothers have been harsh but if you know you've done nothing wrong then don't listen to them. Calm down. I've been in similar situations and they seem to sort themselves out in the end, and if they don't there's not much of your life with your parents left. If you kill yourself though, you take your life past them away too.

[TheMightyBruce]

The best thing you can do about this is just ignore them. My parents always put me down either directly or behind my back. I ignore them, think "Fuck you", and do things my way and on my own. In an environment that can't be trusted, the best person to trust is yourself...Ive been realizing that more and more lately.

[MalditoDia]

Dont apoligize for this. not something u should keep inside. why dont you just confront them about it ? please dont kill yo self.

[polkagurl]

family is annoying a lot of the times , just ignore them ...
my family likes to talk shit tooo its annoying but deal with it and prove youre
better ! :)

[oneDay]

First you could talk to them about what they said. You should maybe start with your brothers, or anybody you feel the need to tell first, and discuss why they said those things about you and if they really meant them. And as long as you can determine their reason for saying that you 'ruined' Christmas or at least find some middle ground with them, you can have a better year, since you don't want to start off a new year being angry with your family. I hope that by the time I've posted this you have made some form of reconciliation with your family. Good Luck.

[Charleigh]

Why kill yourself when there are plenty more christmas's tp coem my friend (y)

[beebs]

Why kill yourself when there are plenty more christmas's tp coem my friend (y)

Eh??

[canadaski]

Don't kill yourself. Think clearly, it's not long until you can get out of the house and lead your own life.

My mom accused me of ruining christmas once because I was working on my rc heli and accidentally cut my finger open and had to go to the hospital. Somehow, she thought more about how I "ruined" christmas instead of how much pain I was in.

My mom always says thing that make me feel terrible. It used to really bug me and make me feel extremely depressed, but then I thought about how much better things will be when I move out of the house. I'll only have to deal with her crap ~30 days a year instead of every day of the year.

Just don't let it bring you down; sometimes people say hurtful things for no reason.

[oneDay]

Liam's right. Killing yourself is out of the question. Just think reasonably and deal with the situation peacefully so you don't end up feeling that killing yourself is the only way out. Trust me, you have a lot of reasons to be alive and well.

[Charleigh]

Eh??

I dont know :S

If you ruined this christmas, then maybe this christmas you can make it right? I think what I was trying to say was, there are plenty more christmas's to come, so you can have about 50 years of making it right every christmas? But I doubt you fucked it up anyway hun

EDIT>>>
My mum tells me I fuck up everything and ruin everything, just tell them to shut up and stop being so fucking grumpy, cheer up and dont take their shit out on you.

[Goza]

They may have been joking, but sugar-coating aside, I'd honestly go confront your parents while sobbing and tell them how they made you feel like dirt. It will make them feel really bad.