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Johnster
May 21st, 2007, 03:46 PM
Nothing ever goes right in my life, yknow? NOTHING.... I just hate my life and myself so much. I've sliced my arm, my chest and my wrists. I hate myself, I just want it to be over and done with, please. If you have any suggjestions on how I can overcome this deep depression I'm lost in, please, help.

Bobby
May 21st, 2007, 04:25 PM
Well to start off, what is the source of your depression, is there something that triggers it?

Everglow
May 21st, 2007, 06:39 PM
Depression hurts. I know. I have it and it almost killed me the other day. I overdosed on my zoloft..the anti depressant my therapist perscribed to me. and allergy medication. I snapped. a bomb inside me went off. My dad told me yesterday what happened and how he found me..and that i flatlined in the ambulance..I shouldn't be here, but I am..Honestly, I'm so grateful to be alive. I regret trying to kill myself..again, as this was not the first time. I'm off the meds now.as it seems they are most of the reason to blame for my suicide attempt. I was on the meds for about a month and I already tried to kill myself before and had increased suicidal thoughts that I stupidly kept from my therapist and the ones that care about me, including people here. You need all the support you can get. Seriously. Because I've been through it, I understand that you need a group of people that you can talk to..weather it be here online or in your locality of friends, parents, teachers, etc. Preferably it would be both as the people in your physical life can do different things than we can. However, I would love for you to talk with me about it. We can help each other :)

lostCHICK
May 25th, 2007, 07:20 PM
read the bible
waatch movies
i know how you feel (exept ive never cut myself)
and i would like you to know that god will be there the whole way through he will walk every step with you because he loves you he loves all
he will never leave your side
although sometimes it may FEEl like he doesnt love you remember that he DOES he wants to take your pain, he wants to lead you out of dark and into light, but you must ask him into your heart, truly he will walk with you through the dark every single step
he will always forgive you
he will cleanse the pain in your heart
he caresfor you please ask him into your heart i promise that it will be worth it

annihilate_me
May 25th, 2007, 08:29 PM
Well hun, If you are feeling that horrible, please tell someone. Especially if you are having thoughts of suicide. Things will eventually change, but change takes time. Please take care and stay safe!!! PM me if you need anything.

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Maxx 3 1/2
May 25th, 2007, 10:00 PM
yooo man I'm here if you ever need to talk. Pm me NOTHING is worth killing yourself over! i love you. You are my brother. You matter! everyone matters! And you have the patintal to do amazing thing in your life!!! give yourself the chance to get there!!!

Ethannnnnn
May 26th, 2007, 02:09 AM
dont kill yourself its not worth it you have your whole life ahead of you try talking to someone like a counsellor or a doctor or your parents they can all help you

spazzy chipmunk
May 26th, 2007, 05:16 PM
i think lostCHICK is right
why is she banned?

Bobby
May 26th, 2007, 05:58 PM
lostCHICK was banned for reasons that aren't relevant to this topic.

diseased.mind
November 28th, 2008, 07:22 PM
Hi um. i know maybe i dont need to be here. but still. i just want to give my 2 cents.
I am and was in your situation my life is absolute shit. without a doubt. i got shit when life was all said and done. But i keep going. Do you ever think of the future? Maybe there will be this girl/guy (w/e u prefer lets pretend its a girl) and they will mean the WORLD to you. you will forget everything that ever was wrong. but you will have to face the bitching cold world again. but with her at your side, you wont feel so alone. And i know you wanna kill yourself. and hell, ive even tried, but it wasnt worth it. One of my best friends caught me. She was so disappointed in me. that was the WORST day of my life. Please dont kill yourself. i know that you think that there will never be a girl who will love you. but there will. THere honestly will. and she will get you. I swear. I mean this hasnt happened to me yet, but it happened to my friend Emily. The one who stopped me from killing myself. i want that to happen to me. i want that someone in my life. but i dont know when. and i dont know how. but please. keep on going.
PM me. please.




.-.x.WhereIsYourGodNow?NowThatHeHasLeftYouAloneInThisHellISay,WhereIsYourGodNow?.x .-.

Atonement
November 28th, 2008, 07:25 PM
Hey, since you are relatively new here, take note please don't post in excessively old threads.

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