beebs
December 21st, 2011, 11:05 PM
This was the only place i could think to put this.
I keep having drastic mood swings, real bad ones, not just normal teenage ones. Each mood phase things lasts from like a day to a week ish.
And they go from like a hyper mood, to a depressive mood.
When im in "hyper mood" im running around (im not aloud to run on medical grounds so i end up almost colapsing while dping this) and doing helium smoking and snorting sherbert (this day was a complete blur, i wasnt with anyone and i wasnt drunk or high)
When im in "depressive mood" i just feel empty and almost inbisible. Ive wrote suicide notes, and attempted to kill myself twice while like this.
I dont know whats wrong with me. Im worried what im gunna do next.
Right now im feeling in a depressive mood, and im scared because when ever the low feelings come back i self harm and i dont want that to happen.
Does anyone havr any idea what might be wrong with me?
I know you cant diagnose anything but just any ideas?
I keep having drastic mood swings, real bad ones, not just normal teenage ones. Each mood phase things lasts from like a day to a week ish.
And they go from like a hyper mood, to a depressive mood.
When im in "hyper mood" im running around (im not aloud to run on medical grounds so i end up almost colapsing while dping this) and doing helium smoking and snorting sherbert (this day was a complete blur, i wasnt with anyone and i wasnt drunk or high)
When im in "depressive mood" i just feel empty and almost inbisible. Ive wrote suicide notes, and attempted to kill myself twice while like this.
I dont know whats wrong with me. Im worried what im gunna do next.
Right now im feeling in a depressive mood, and im scared because when ever the low feelings come back i self harm and i dont want that to happen.
Does anyone havr any idea what might be wrong with me?
I know you cant diagnose anything but just any ideas?