help please!

[unknown(to_myself)]

Give me one reason to live. I cant find any myself and...well, what else can i say? I know suicide is bad and people keep teeling me I have to live...but i dont know why.I see no point in life or living. so ill give this a chance.

[CryingEye666]

well, whats wrong though? it cant just be your life is bad for no reason. my life is bad cause i cant find any love around me, and yea i feel the same way. but whats your reason?

[unknown(to_myself)]

ok..welllo
i have no friends
i have no home right now (im at my neighbors)
the reason i have no home is cause i got kicked out by my parents (im 13)
i buy all my own food
my biological father is a druggie and wants nothing to do with me
my mom is a mess...obsessed that we are just this perfect happy little family
my moms boyfriend is horrible...i hate him so much
i have lots of (mental) problems that i cant get help for
i just got transfered to another school in order to keep a certain student safe from me
the people who used to be my friends decided that because im messed up right now it would be the perfect time to make school even more miserable
ive lost 8 extended family members to cancer alone in the last few months
last year i lost even more
the only friends i have are those online
because my moms boyfriend is injured, there is constent stress over when we will get our settlment so we can get our family (which has 5 people, 5 cats, 3 dogs, 2 rabbits, 2 gerbils, and a guinea pig) out of this crappy 2 bedroom 1 bathroom home
the family lives (not counting the money i make at my job) off 1,000 a month
my boyfriend dumped me (yes, i know that was pathetic and emo)
the list goes on but im out of time

[MoveAlong]

My own personal 'point of life' is to complete dreams. I got my dreams by identifying my talents.

Like, what are you good at? Nobody can say 'nothing' because you gotta be good at something or have a talent. Music, math, writing, talking, drawing, acting, or something else. Then set a goal. You want to go out and be a solo guitarist, football player, artist, or just a small goal...a vet, phamasist, nurse, accountant...

Then act on that. Practice what you like every day.

I personally have a motivator (a song, a saying) that keeps me going every day, and when I don't need it, I enjoy what happens...and not think about what has happened. Some other motivators that are people - they don't have to be celebs, but your teachers, coaches, or peers. I look up to my coach.

The first reason is mainly hope I guess. Then you make other reasons.

[CryingEye666]

MoveAlong is right in a way, you should try setting up a goal or adream then pursue it. dont give up on life just like that. im pretty sure things will get better for ya, even though i havent gotten very far with that and i just turned 17 on may 10th, well i hope things go well =/