the_chef_of_your_lif
December 20th, 2011, 06:49 PM
I feel horrible. the other day i was puppy sitting my grandparents dog with my boyfriend. He started playing around and vice versa. after a while it went into full out fingering and a handjob. I suggested we go into the bathroom instead of the couch so it would be easier. He started rubbing against me and out of nowhere it started to be too much. I told him to stop and started crying. He asked me what was wrong and i honestly couldn't tell him. This has happened before. He's really respectful of my wishes and doesn't push, and reminds to control myself so things dont get too far. But the two or three times it has happened i hyperventilate. It really sucks because I dont know when it's going to happen and it gets really bad.
what i would like to know is if anyone else has this type of problem. I love him and i'm perfectly fine with him and me doing shit but not if it just leads to a freakout.:confused::(
what i would like to know is if anyone else has this type of problem. I love him and i'm perfectly fine with him and me doing shit but not if it just leads to a freakout.:confused::(