TheMightyBruce
December 19th, 2011, 03:44 AM
Its been a few years now and I'm still very uncertain about my sexuality...Since the 8th grade, I've had some curiosity with the same gender. I definitely know I like women but at the same time I've had sexual thoughts about guys as well... I keep thinking its wrong and the feeling is quite awkward...I'm in the oldest, most social frat at my college and I feel like opening up about this to any of my brothers would not only ruin my social career during college but also devastate my relationship with my best friend who is also in the fraternity. I've had sexual thoughts about my best friend...but I can't tell if my attraction to him is because of the fact that he's kinda been the most influential male figure in my life (I grew up with 3 sisters and my dad really didn't do much with me) or because I'm actually sexually attracted to him. I figure that I'm probably bi...but I can't figure out a way to let people know. I've told one of my friends from high school and his girlfriend that I was bicurious...and they accepted me for that...but when I told my older sister, she kinda shrugged it off and didn't really believe me. Any advice?