I finally did it

[SomethingIncredible]

I think that I have finally gotten rid of my empathy and compassion. I'll start my story to going back when I first heard of this. It was maybe a couple months ago, and I had just first heard of sociopaths and psychopaths. As soon as I finished reading I knew what my goal was. Eliminate any traces of empathy (I never had a conscience to begin with, the only thing hindering me was empathy). After prolonged exposure to violence, hardcore pornography (maybe even a little snuff porn), and some other things, I found the perfect recipe to completely erase all empathy I had. I started small with selective empathy, and slowly expanded until I had no empathy at all. I have freed myself from the bounds of humanity. At first I don't feel anything when people or animals are hurt, and now it is starting to become enticing and delivering a different form of happiness. I really believe I don't have empathy anymore. Not even my own friends or family dying or being hurt (sometimes by me) affects me. In fact, it's the opposite. I'm finally the person I wanted to be.

[BrokenButterflies]

Freaky as that sounds (no offence), I've tried to do the same thing. Anyone other then my imediat family, I couldn't give a flying fu*k what happens to them. I've been rather cold for years myself. I think it's a self preservation thing, if you cant feel, you can't be hurt.

I started trying to desencitise myself after I saw the Orphan. I want to feel as little as she does.

[Consumemysoul]

Forcing your mind to cleanse itself is more of a fracture in the mirror of what you see in yourself. It may seem like a gift, or something to push weight off of your shoulders; but being born like that is a very cold, distant feeling..

[antiabort]

What the hell is wrong with you man?

[MacMilker]

I believe in not wanting to be human is easily solved by just dying. If being human disgusts you so much and is such a burden then take off the burden and kill yourself. Maybe then the empathy you've lost will be lost around the ones around you.
Life is not worth living being cold and empty.
Im not encouraging suicide im just saying the gifts of life come in the form of sympathy and empathy. If being human is a burden to you, then leave the world.
They're burdens as are all emotions but they're also beautiful gifts.

[AppealToReason]

Im not encouraging suicide


and kill yourself.
then leave the world

Then you might want to word it differently...

[MacMilker]

Then you might want to word it differently...

I know sorry I was at a loss for better words D:
I just didn't want it to come across as a teenage death thread online
But it did... :whoops: