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triplethreat40
December 16th, 2011, 06:58 PM
The other day I went to smoke with a male friend. I took a hit and felt really really weird. I'm told I got really pale. I sat down, and then I don't remember anything for what I'm told is a 15ish minute period of time. During that time, I'm not even aware of my body, just of the colors moving like a kaleidoscope before my eyes, and time glitching out of control. I get more and more lucid seeing flashes of us walking back to the car. In the car, I was repeatedly sick and I saw everything as animated. I saw all my body systems as they worked, and I felt all the meridians in my body. This really freaked me out so I had the friend take me home where I slept it off, but still didn't feel right the next day. He told me later that I kept hitting him and screaming.
I have no idea what happened and desperately want to know. This is not a normal reaction to marijuana, so is it just me, or was it laced? Did my friend know? What is really eating me is that I don't know if he did anything to me in the time that I don't remember... would I know if something happened? Things feel a little weird down below but I'm having a really hard period so that's normal I think.
I'm perfectly aware of my poor decision making. But I'd really appreciate some insight from anyone who knows anything about these circumstances.

Amaryllis
December 16th, 2011, 09:10 PM
Sweetpea, how on earth did you come to the conclusion that you were raped? You might be just really lightweight, you had mixed drugs or you're right, it was laced. And you're having some discomfort there, but that doesn't necessarily mean you were raped. Do you trust the friend of yours? Were there any other friends? Ask them.

Personally, I've never had an out of body experience from the effects of drugs. I have, however, removed myself from umm... I hate writing about this, it makes me feel extremely uncomfortable and self-conscious xD Uh, I've removed myself from rape scenes.

Are you having stomach aches? Are you sore all over? Or specific parts? Bruises? Bleeding? If you were made to have oral sex, your throat might hurt. Decreased sexual desire? You should see -after- your period is over.

All the best, sweetheart. I'm just a message away :)

xXl0sth0peXx
August 6th, 2012, 02:38 AM
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