I feel like giving up

[acryforhelp]

I feel like giving up. I am tired. Tired of everything. I just want to escape....but that is easier said than done. I guess fear holds me back. Or i would just go through with it. I just want someone to hold me close and tell me things are going to be okay......i wish I had that person to go to. But I dont really.....at least not any more. I dont know what to do. I am so confused and lost.
I hurt inside. Therefore I must make the pain visible on the outside. Only I turned in all my blades. I didnt really want to die at the time but I think I have changed my mind. I am living under complicated circumstances and the lady I am living with is going out of town tonight. I want to ask her to stay but I am not brave enough to do that.......i wish i was. I want her to stay here.....she is really the only one who understands this all. I dont want her to go out of town and leave me with one of her friends. :(

[anonymous53]

Well, is there any way you can talk to her before she goes out of town? Is there an adult at school you can talk to about this? Suicide..is really not worth it.
Also, you can VM me and I will answer. I'm here if you need to talk.

[acryforhelp]

I actually used my voice and spoke up....but she had already left. Feeling really suicidal and I dont know what to do..................................

[bena3217]

plz dont give up! dont kill yourself! its not worth it! that just means one less beautiful girl on this planet! dont do it! there is just no point in killing yourself! its not needed! you will get nothing out of killing youself! you have your whole life ahead of you...suicide is never the option

[Mirage]

Don't go through with it! There are so many people that would miss you! This is not my idea but I'm passing it on to you: think of just ONE thing that you would miss if you were gone. And just keep thinking about that. Like Ben said, it's not worth it. Just keep thinking about that one thing, it will be the thing that keeps you alive.