I feel horrible.

[Mannequin]

I'm not sure what is wrong. Everyone neglects me and no one notices me or just laughs at me. No one understands me. I am REALLY depressed and sad and have absolutely no idea where to go or how to rid myself of this pain that continues to follow me. Today, i really wish i had the courage to kill myself. I can't possibly describe the feeling, but it hurts really bad and i just want to die. don't worry i wont. i never do. i just wanted to complain i guess...:(

[amos]

hi hun im rlly sorry about how u feel, i know this probable will not help but i do understand how you feel. i been though this my self. i become the laughing stock of everyone no one ever turned around see if i was ok and if i was down it did not matter, but there is way thought hun, there are better people out there and even thought the thick and thin it going to be hard and it goin to hurt, hav you ever thought about goin to a counlier and go talk to them or if ur happy you can talk to me as offen as you like,

just rmemeber one thing it is not you, do not feel horrible, it not you it everyone else for being so horrible hun, u need find someone you can talk to who u can trust i rlly wish i could help you more hun i rlly do

keep ya chim up im sorry



I'm not sure what is wrong. Everyone neglects me and no one notices me or just laughs at me. No one understands me. I am REALLY depressed and sad and have absolutely no idea where to go or how to rid myself of this pain that continues to follow me. Today, i really wish i had the courage to kill myself. I can't possibly describe the feeling, but it hurts really bad and i just want to die. don't worry i wont. i never do. i just wanted to complain i guess...:(

[Mannequin]

Today was better. not really. im so fucking sad. omg. where is this coming from. i want to cry and die

[Mannequin]

I take it back. im growing increasingly sad and am getting back into my old habits of avoiding everyone. i find myself crying randomly when im alone in public and think of suicide constantly. i feel alone in this

[ForeverBlue]

I feel the same way. I haven't slept over at someones house in 2 years, because I get really nervous in social situations. Except when i'm around my friends, then i'm wild. I also have begun to take long walks to nowhere, and each time I end up crying along the way. I really don't understand sometimes. The only way I deal with it is to not eat and cut. But I certainly don't think that people should do that. Have you thought about talking to a counselor or someone like that about it, sometimes it feels good to get your feelings out.

[Mannequin]

I don't think others help. I dont like people. i just want to blend into the side of a building and drift away slowly so no one will notice im gone...im only living for people that care about me, but i wish there was none so i could go on and do it.

[Mannequin]

I guess this is just me complaining again, but i have gotten progressively worse. I have no drive to do sports and have anxiety about everything, even seeing my friends...
I don't know how im going to make it through these 3 years.

[Hyper]

I guess this is just me complaining again, but i have gotten progressively worse. I have no drive to do sports and have anxiety about everything, even seeing my friends...
I don't know how im going to make it through these 3 years.

I doubt you'd like living like this for 3 years.. I know I haven't

[Mannequin]

This sucks..I haven't felt happy in weeks.

[Antares]

why dont you try going to an amusmant park or some other "happy" place with your family

[Loner Girl6]

Hey,honestly you wouldnt want to know how many times I've thought about commiting suicide.However I too am a coward but hey.If you ever just wanna complain or chat or something pm me or my emails in my profile somewhere.For us people without anywhere to turn we should atleast be able to turn to eachother.God knows when you really think someone knows what your talking about it's easier to talk to them.I've been living like this for 3 years I guess maybe you could change me...maybe we could change eachother...

[madman666]

I read somewhere that listening to music helps to make people feel happy.

[Mannequin]

why dont you try going to an amusmant park or some other "happy" place with your family

I don't think unless you are truely suffering from depression you can understand. It feels like a permanent sadness that you can't always escape by doing something fun. I don't enjoy doing things with other people anymore or doing anything in general aymore really. id rather be alone, even though being alone is stressful. its a cycle.

[helpingman]

Hey,
PM and will talk in privet. About two years ago I was in this stage in which your in now. I think I know how to help. Please just don't let it get to late.