Israel1 Confused again!

[Israel1]

Well....
So basically some random ass things are happening:
So today I was thinking about one of my freinds penises and I got turned on, allso for some reason I looked at a guys buldge :/
I was today thinking about my near GF doing stuff and I never got hard Is this normal?

I think I am straight still, I love this girl so much, I want to spend my life with her. I personalities are like puzzle picese they just fit. I want to tell her but thats another story.

My life sucks sometimes.

[Dimitri]

Dude, at your point in life we are all hormonal and we all have things that we cannot explain and that is why we come here (well, many of us do.) I would ask yourself, can I see myself have a successful relationship with another guy, can we live together an due happy, if you answer all of these with a yes then you might be gay if you answer all of them with a no then you are straight.

I think you might need some self-reflection time for the this one.

[Lights]

I love this girl so much, I want to spend my life with her. I personalities are like puzzle picese they just fit.

I struggle to see where you're confused when you come out with bold statements like these. I would have thought that if you were able to say such lovely and committing things, you would be in very little doubt.

What you're describing about thinking of penises and bulges almost certainly comes down to curiosity because of your age. I don't think these thoughts really mean much more than that.

It's very rare for me to post a message like this where I feel very confident about someone's sexuality from what they've described, but from what you said in what I quoted above, I don't really see the need for much doubt. You're a curious guy, that's probably all there is to it. But as Dimitri said, you need to honestly ask yourself whether you could ever see yourself in a proper relationship with a guy.

[Israel1]

I have been like this for a year, Honestly. No to both of them. It just dosnt feel right. But for some reason my mind just cant settle on one thing

[Israel1]

This is bs now...
So after thinking abit last night about stuff I wake up this morning and I can't get a errection over girls doing sexual stuff to me but I can when thinking about them and other people.

I just want to be with this girl, why is this happening to me? I just want to skip the next 5 years of my life.