She's Everything You Want

[RequiemForADeath]

ignore this is you wish, its more of a rant



Last tuesday I thought my world would end. we broke up.. yeah. but surprisingly i didnt break completely down and cut with everything i could. probably because she said she wouldnt be tehre for me if i had cut over her. so i didnt. i still love her so much and i know she loves me, things are just hard right now. she says its a maybe that well be together again.. i hope that day comes soon.

but i also find it strange that im so in love with a 15 year old when im 17.. and that when she says the words "i cant do this to you anymore" i just have to cry.

for the past 6 months she has been my world, my air and my water. now i have to rebuild all that... out of nothing... and no one.

dont give me pity, thats the last thing i want.


the first thing i want is for her to be able to talk to her through any way possible.


thats all

bye kids.

[Sage]

Since you make it clear you desire no pity, I will give you none, infact, I'll give you something quite the opposite.

GET OVER IT.

She was just a girl, one of many you'll meet, stop digging your own damned grave and get back to living like a normal human being. Now that your 'air' and 'water' is gone, perhaps you can spend a humane ammount of time with your real friends, and maybe catch up with all the real life that passed you by during your precious time together with this girl.

[Sapphire]

How does she feel about being friends with you? Maybe that is the best possibility to still be in each others lives.

[RequiemForADeath]

alright tim,. back off. first i did hang out with my friends, and made new amazing friends because of her. you have no idea what me and her have been through to dont tell me to get over it.

get over yourself.

[Sage]

Sorry if I hurt you, I don't intend to do so, the truth does that most of the time. During the time you two were with eachother, did you really expect it to last until the day you die? I highly doubt that. You shouldn't stress yourself out over the inevitable.

[invisiblegirl]

it's not always that easy Tim. Beautiful, u and i r probably a lot a like we get attached way 2 eayaly, most girls do. we find a boyfriend or a girlfriend and we picture our selves with that person 4 ever. and we fall so deeply in love, and we lead our selves 2 believe that we will die or our entire lives will be distroied if they ever leave. i'm actually in a relationship like that now. so if u ever wanna talk or chat just pm or im me. it doesn't seem like it now but u'll move on i know now u don't wanna move on u just wanna sit by the phone or the door and wait 4 them 2 call or come over, but it'll get better it might take awhile but it will get better. just remember i'm here if u wanna talk.