The lights shining between my thighs...

[downtherabbitwhole]

Slowly the lights shining between my thighs.. but im still not happy. I HAVE to stay healthy as im breastfeeding.. but still everyday i jump on that scale, and slowly the numbers are getting lower. I keep catching myself beginning to diet.. im just worried when i have no reason to stop myself, that i wont stop... im not dignosed... well, wasnt treated for it, was brushed under the mat as it was a "faze". Everyone turned a blind eye... still do, have since i was 11... i need to be an adult now! but im still wishing i could just fade away... merge with the light. Lite...

[Fiction]

Yes, having a daughter means that you need to be an adult now, but being an adult doesn't mean you have to ignore your problems. It means you have too deal with them.

My suggestion is that you get professional help for this. That would be the sensible and adult thing to do, and in the long run would benefit both you and your daughter.

I understand how hard it is to get help, but it will be worth it in the end.

Using your daughter as a reason to stop yourself is a good thing too. :)

[Wintergirl_80.0]

think of your baby sweetie. it will be ok you have to be strong for your baby even after breast feeding you dont want her to see you and star doing it herself. think of the baby