Twisted

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

It's like a hurricane of emotions
That twist in your mind
You can't decide
Whether to be happy
Or angry
Or to just curl up in a ball and weep
And you feel your heart break
But you refuse to cry
Because crying is for the weak
And dammit, you're not
So you store it in a bottle
And watch as it gets full
Until finally, it over flows
And you've bursted into tears
Throwing anything in your reach
Clutching your heart as though at any moment it'll break
And you feel like you've gone crazy
And the voice in your head taunts you
Saying that you're as crazy as your mother
You know, the one who caused you so much pain
And that you're no better than her
That you're a failure
And it takes a while
But you finally calm down
So you pick up the pieces
Take a breath
And act as though none of this just happened
You smile, and you laugh
Forgetting about the cracked bottle
Waiting to explode again
You hear the wind whisper
Twisted
And you can't help but agree