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[ThatScience]

Ive recently been having some problems with my sexuality and it's made me realize some saddening things about myself such as never really being attracted to anyone.
Rather than making me stay awake bawling my eyes out, I just feel neutral.
I can't remember the last time I was sad and now I don't think I can feel happy either. I feel more or less the same but different somehow... I can't explain it.
I want to cry but I can't. I don't know why.
By this change into neutrality happened so gradually that I didn't even notice.
I really need a good cry but I am utterly unable.

[Njathind]

Your still young and have your hole life ahead of you, it sounds like your still not sure of your sexuality and thats not a bad thing, keep your options open you are still discovering yourself.

It sounds like your may be depressed aswell, I think it might be usefull if you were to see your GP or school councilor? Also maybe you could try keeping a diary? A way of writing down your emtions, even if it helps a little bit it is better than nothing. :confused: