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jhsjsams719
December 10th, 2011, 03:05 AM
Ok, so I put on a little gay test on me, by watching some youtube videos.

I watched a video of two girls kissing, and I didn't get a boner, but after I watched a video of two guys kissing, I did get a boner...Then I was like "Oh shiet, am i gay..?"

Well yes, I had some sexual/physical attraction towards guys, but I'm emotionally attracted to girls...but not so sexually attracted to girls, as much as guys...

What am I?
italianopalo
December 10th, 2011, 03:32 AM
It's repeated to death... but puberty/hormones. You're 15, so your endocrine system might be playing tricks on your thoughts/feelings.
jhsjsams719
December 10th, 2011, 03:39 AM
It's repeated to death... but puberty/hormones. You're 15, so your endocrine system might be playing tricks on your thoughts/feelings.

I'm 18 btw...
italianopalo
December 10th, 2011, 03:45 AM
Fail on my part sorry, I read your post count as your age.
Have you looked at more graphic material before? How do you react to that?
jhsjsams719
December 10th, 2011, 03:55 AM
Fail on my part sorry, I read your post count as your age.
Have you looked at more graphic material before? How do you react to that?

I look more towards gay porn...

a reason why I may react to guys kissing, is because i constantly watch gay porn...it could be an unconscious thing.
LuckyLuke
December 10th, 2011, 03:29 PM
The point of porn is to allow your mind to subconsciously "feel" the pleasure that the people in porn are. That's what stimulates you. By watching gay porn, you may be physically attracted to the men but you're strongly attracted to the pleasure.

Also, you can't be gay if you're not emotionally attracted to the same gender. That's one of the "requirements"

I don't watch gay porn but I did at some point and it proved to be a phase and it CAN be the same for you. Just ride it out, do what pleasures you. To quote the Rocky Horror Picture show, "give yourself over to absolute pleasure". Do what you enjoy and you'll see your true self bloom eventually.
Gordo
December 10th, 2011, 06:06 PM
you're straight (emo attraction to girls) and curious because of your test results.
kenoloor
December 11th, 2011, 12:17 AM
You're whatever you want to be, really. Labels are a choice. But just to provide some food for thought: here ( http://www.asexuality.org/wiki/index.php?title=Romantic_orientation).

you're straight (emo attraction to girls) and curious because of your test results.

Also, sexual orientation is defined by one's sexual attraction, not one's emotional attractions. Refer to the link above.