Dimentio
December 8th, 2011, 12:51 PM
I was depressed before but my work place.
I am 15 and doing Work Expirience, I started Monday, Well i act like an idiot, And i kinda am a bit, But i also am very sly and clever at times, And Monday was one of those times.
I was at my work place and started noticing me and my 2 friends were doing A LOT of work! And it was very hard work! Then i started noticing the people originally there were sitting around or doing the easy stuff, We also got told off for other peoples wrong doing and we had also had to go fix it.
They will call us names and say stuff about us when we are right there!
Then it got to the second day, Like the first day they did not tell us when out brakes were and when i asked the smokers to smoke outside they ignored me, But the reason i did that is because when i smell smoke, I can't breath, And it is freezing cold out there and the goats are loose, So it is hard eating, Then i noticed the work got harder, They expected us to know everything, And we had to work faster.
Then it got to the third day, I had enough now, It was constant work, We was missing out on our brakes, I had no were to sit, I was freezing cold, Always wet and my back was hurting me because for them 3 days, Most of the day was beant over sorting out the mucking pile, Cleaning out stables and sweeping the floor, So i neevr got to stand straight so my back was KILLING me!
And on the third day i got told to do more work and work faster, My back got worse, And i got more cranky, So i turnt round to my friends, One already ill and said, "Ok YOU are not coming in tomorrow because you are ill! Your mum is not happy with you being here so you can take the day off, And i will make myself ill so i can take the day off!" So today that plan worked, None of us came in, Then we get a phone call saying we set it all up, Thing is, I am normally a nice and quite guy, But this was pushing me, So tomorrow when we go in, I will have to speak to them, Luckily for me i have had 5 years of acting and lieing under my belt so i know what to do, Sadly my friends do not, Though one is better then the other when it comes to this stuff.
So i will put my skills on fall blast and say why i was not in, My friends will do the same, But tomorrow means more work, And faster work, But they do NOTHING! They practically said over the phone call to my mum that 'Because their not in we have to do more work', Obviously they did not say that but that is what i got from what they said.
And today, It has been the first day i can eat, Go toilet when i want, Drink when i want, I can be with my family, My back got a rest though it still hurts, My arm does not hurt and i have got to be happy.
But like i said at the beggining i suffer from depression anyway, But i am REALLY not looking forward to tomorrow! Like because it is work expirience we do not get paid for it, We have to do so much work and they do so little! My mum is not one to over exagerate but she used the word 'Slave Labour'. To describe what we are doing.
So you think it is fair we have to do what were doing? And is there anyway you guys can make me happy? Because i have cried a lot today at the thought of going back there tomorrow, I jsut can't handle it, I don't want to go back, Ever again, Please i just need help, This place is a living hell.
I got to see Leona Lewis there yesterday but as i did not knwo it was her i did not say hello or anything! That will always haunt me!
I am 15 and doing Work Expirience, I started Monday, Well i act like an idiot, And i kinda am a bit, But i also am very sly and clever at times, And Monday was one of those times.
I was at my work place and started noticing me and my 2 friends were doing A LOT of work! And it was very hard work! Then i started noticing the people originally there were sitting around or doing the easy stuff, We also got told off for other peoples wrong doing and we had also had to go fix it.
They will call us names and say stuff about us when we are right there!
Then it got to the second day, Like the first day they did not tell us when out brakes were and when i asked the smokers to smoke outside they ignored me, But the reason i did that is because when i smell smoke, I can't breath, And it is freezing cold out there and the goats are loose, So it is hard eating, Then i noticed the work got harder, They expected us to know everything, And we had to work faster.
Then it got to the third day, I had enough now, It was constant work, We was missing out on our brakes, I had no were to sit, I was freezing cold, Always wet and my back was hurting me because for them 3 days, Most of the day was beant over sorting out the mucking pile, Cleaning out stables and sweeping the floor, So i neevr got to stand straight so my back was KILLING me!
And on the third day i got told to do more work and work faster, My back got worse, And i got more cranky, So i turnt round to my friends, One already ill and said, "Ok YOU are not coming in tomorrow because you are ill! Your mum is not happy with you being here so you can take the day off, And i will make myself ill so i can take the day off!" So today that plan worked, None of us came in, Then we get a phone call saying we set it all up, Thing is, I am normally a nice and quite guy, But this was pushing me, So tomorrow when we go in, I will have to speak to them, Luckily for me i have had 5 years of acting and lieing under my belt so i know what to do, Sadly my friends do not, Though one is better then the other when it comes to this stuff.
So i will put my skills on fall blast and say why i was not in, My friends will do the same, But tomorrow means more work, And faster work, But they do NOTHING! They practically said over the phone call to my mum that 'Because their not in we have to do more work', Obviously they did not say that but that is what i got from what they said.
And today, It has been the first day i can eat, Go toilet when i want, Drink when i want, I can be with my family, My back got a rest though it still hurts, My arm does not hurt and i have got to be happy.
But like i said at the beggining i suffer from depression anyway, But i am REALLY not looking forward to tomorrow! Like because it is work expirience we do not get paid for it, We have to do so much work and they do so little! My mum is not one to over exagerate but she used the word 'Slave Labour'. To describe what we are doing.
So you think it is fair we have to do what were doing? And is there anyway you guys can make me happy? Because i have cried a lot today at the thought of going back there tomorrow, I jsut can't handle it, I don't want to go back, Ever again, Please i just need help, This place is a living hell.
I got to see Leona Lewis there yesterday but as i did not knwo it was her i did not say hello or anything! That will always haunt me!