feeling disgusted with myself

[ackmedsgirl666]

i feel like its my fault that i weigh what i do
i went to the doctors yesterday and i got weighed and heighted
im 5'5 and 204 pounds
i have never weighed this much in my life....... i only started gaining weight when i started dating my fiance and after we had sex for the first time unprotected i started gaining weight
im confused every pregnancy test i take is negative but yet im still gaining weight like wtf is happening to me... im scared something might be wrong with my body that is causing me to gain weight.. i eat out alot whenever i go out but i have never gained weight because when i worked at mcdonalds 3 years ago i ate up to 4 big macs a day and 2 of those were meals and i never gained a pound.. im still concerned that i might be pregnant :( and im not sure how to get this properly checked :( aside from that i have been stressed too but i have never gained weight when stressed usually i lose weight.... man i feel so grossed out with myself none of my clothes fit me like they used to i have a belly i never did before my breasts are huge and have gone up 2 sizes and my hips and everything is filling out.. this is unbelievable
WHAT DO I DO!!!!!!

[botwa]

I think first of all you should get a blood test for pregnancy. because those tests could have be wrong.
then there's another option. when a girl loses virginity the hormones start to work in another way (I'm not sure in what way exactly but body changes a lot) and all these things that happen to you could be caused by that. you should also check your thyroids because the functions of thyroids could have changed somehow, you're at the age of risk when thyroids play those tricks so you should really visit a doctor

[ackmedsgirl666]

Im gonna be scheduled for a physical soon to get checked out?
And if possible can u send me a link that explains what u were meaning about the virginity thing? I have never heard of anything of the sort

[botwa]

I don't have a link currently but you can google the connection between sexual activity and hormone production.