Rape. . .

[flumeendeavors]

Hey guys. So a little bit of background - i was raped as a young child when i was about 5 or 6 years old and i have grown up hating myself and having severe depression and anorexia, plus i was raped about a year ago and i have so much pain and hurt from it BUT ....

I have ths intense fetish where i like to have extremely rough sex. I love pretending that im being raped but i dont know why... why would i want to relive something like that???

[flumeendeavors]

Thanks hun. Its just so coonfusing. :/

[Fiction]

Teen Sexuality :arrow: Abuse

[Zoey]

I have rape fantasies big time. Specifically, I fantasize about being gangraped by lots of guys at once. I think its because it would be so "wrong" to willingly have sex with multiple guys at once, but if I'm raped then I'm not responsible.

Anyways, I've never been raped/molested. So it might be that you would have the same fantasies that you have even if you were never sexually abused. There's just no way to know.

[flumeendeavors]

Yeah i s'pose ... aah well, i guess i will just have to get over it then. :S

[Zoey]

What do you mean by get over it? Do you wish that you didn't have these kinds of desires?

[manuel_cool]

I think, your just missing the thing that you wanted "rough sex" to be specific. if you really want an advice feel free to Pm me. :)

[Aubrie]

It could be because your brain is kind of trained to think that sex is supposed to be something like that. I was sexually assaulted and manipulated into sex acts, and after that, I've had the same fetish. I think it's normal. Don't try to analyze every little thing. Hope I helped :)

[BossHogg]

Psychologically your use to that type of roughness so your brain and hormones tell you that is good and pleasurable...its ok there are others like you so DONT feel alone..

P.S. If you need to talk to anyone on a personal level im here for you

[janman1]

Well its normal to have fantasies of rough sex. I won't advice you to do it at the wrong time cuz I believe sex after marriage but when you get to that point, have your husband be rough during sex. I personally love it rough--at least that's what I think. Plus if the rape fantasy still lingers in you, then do a role play. Have him walk out of the room and come in as a stranger while you doing something and he attacks you as a rape would happen and do it kinda rough. It would satisfy your urges while he is your husband and not gonna hurt you. Does that make sense?

[Lost in the Echo]

Please don't bump old threads. :locked: