Dimentio
December 5th, 2011, 06:59 PM
Well my friends one real life one and all my internet friends know i am gay and love this boy, But the thing is, I have never been in love, Got to say it or said it to anyone in a meaning way like that, Not like the family or pet way.
Like i have had a GF before, But i was gay so i did not tell her i love her and we did nothign together, Not even kiss, So this boy i like not sure if he loves me and stuff but i want to say i love him to him, But as he is my only other real life friend, I don't want to tell him.
But i keep saying lately how much i love him and just can't help it, Half the time i do not realize i am saying/typing it, So my friends are saying i am being a sl*t even though i am a guy and saying i am tossing around the word without a care and that it won't mean anything when/if i do say it to him ect, But i just am in LOVE! :wub:
So is there a way to make them understand how much in love i am? Or should i jsut let them say what they want and ignore them?
People have said if i say Love a lot it looses it's meaning, But Love is such a strong word and for me to show my feelings for this guy, The word would never loose it's meaning, He means the world to me, Though we have Work Expirience now and he said something indicaiting he was looking below the belt, And he thinks i can't see him but he is staring at me.
I just love him and want to tell him, But i love him so much i don't want to loose the only friend i have and be bullied more, Rather have him as a friend and him not know then not have him at all and put me in a worse position.
Like i have had a GF before, But i was gay so i did not tell her i love her and we did nothign together, Not even kiss, So this boy i like not sure if he loves me and stuff but i want to say i love him to him, But as he is my only other real life friend, I don't want to tell him.
But i keep saying lately how much i love him and just can't help it, Half the time i do not realize i am saying/typing it, So my friends are saying i am being a sl*t even though i am a guy and saying i am tossing around the word without a care and that it won't mean anything when/if i do say it to him ect, But i just am in LOVE! :wub:
So is there a way to make them understand how much in love i am? Or should i jsut let them say what they want and ignore them?
People have said if i say Love a lot it looses it's meaning, But Love is such a strong word and for me to show my feelings for this guy, The word would never loose it's meaning, He means the world to me, Though we have Work Expirience now and he said something indicaiting he was looking below the belt, And he thinks i can't see him but he is staring at me.
I just love him and want to tell him, But i love him so much i don't want to loose the only friend i have and be bullied more, Rather have him as a friend and him not know then not have him at all and put me in a worse position.