MyWords
December 2nd, 2011, 05:47 PM
Hello, I'm Sonja (pronounced Sonya) and I'm from the lonely island Iceland. I'm 15 years old and I'm still not sure about how I found this website, but I think it's exactly what I need.
I guess I registered because even though I have friends that are aware of my problems, I know they don't understand me, and I'm hurting them by talking about it so I try not to. I use self injuries and starving myself to make sure I can still feel something at all. Better to feel bad than be numb, right? To make a very long story short; I just want to talk to someone that knows how it is to feel so bad that they want to jump off the next cliff, but the only thing preventing it is the family and/or friends. I want to talk to someone who isn't afraid of telling me how they feel and what they've been through, because it really helps me to help others.
I like music and writing, those two are the only things I can use to express myself, even though no one is allowed to see what I write.
I hate people who don't do anything but point out your flaws, and I hate math because I suck at it :(.
And,, I don't know, I just hope I can meet some people here :)
I guess I registered because even though I have friends that are aware of my problems, I know they don't understand me, and I'm hurting them by talking about it so I try not to. I use self injuries and starving myself to make sure I can still feel something at all. Better to feel bad than be numb, right? To make a very long story short; I just want to talk to someone that knows how it is to feel so bad that they want to jump off the next cliff, but the only thing preventing it is the family and/or friends. I want to talk to someone who isn't afraid of telling me how they feel and what they've been through, because it really helps me to help others.
I like music and writing, those two are the only things I can use to express myself, even though no one is allowed to see what I write.
I hate people who don't do anything but point out your flaws, and I hate math because I suck at it :(.
And,, I don't know, I just hope I can meet some people here :)